5 martinis
After 5 martinis I’ve realized, ok 7 martinis but who’s counting, I’ve realized that my last post was more to get sympathy than actually share my space in time. I was sad, depressed and feeling unloved. I’ve been spending way too much time alone, in front of my computer.
So the last 2 nights, I’ve been out with friends drinking.
Its 1:00am and I’m drunk on 7 ish martinis.
Laying in bed with the world spinning and Hoobastank blasting through my iPod that was just returned to me.
The world is better, but I still think I’lll have a little cry before i fall asleep.
tomorrow will be better… or should I say today since it IS 1:00am.